Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Going INSANE
My brothers Senior Prom was the other day and I wasn't able to see him and share a special moment with him. I miss him and my other siblings so damn much. I'm not an only child, but that's what I feel like. I just want to spend time with them. I don't know much about them and it hurts me. I want to know who their friends are, what their favorite food; song; color; movie are. That's not to much to ask, is it? I feel haunted by my moms past drug addiction everyday. I try not to think about the past and just make my future better, but it's hard. I just want to spend a little time with my brothers and sisters. I forgive my mom for the past, but this is the one thing that still really bothers me!
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Have you ever asked their mom to spend time with them?
ReplyDeleteI honestly feel that she won't let me. I've never actually called and asked her tho. I message and comment my brother every once in awhile on myspace and I believe he'd tell me if I was able to come over. I don't know tho. I hope one day I have the courage to call her and ask cause I really miss them
ReplyDeleteI really think if you honestly feel the way you do you might just try giving her a call....just my thoughts
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